Recently, so many things happened around me.... as for me, i still cant change my bad habit... always repeating the same thing.. huh... wad am i actually expecting for myself?? the best of everything?? i really dunoe wad i really want... how can i stop doing the same things?? i am wasting a lot of time here... if this problem persist, i might be facing the same thing as last 9 months... the same things will happen and ruin my everything... Everything change because of 'you'... how can i get rid of 'you'??? 'You' had make me feel so guilty in doing everything.... how can i stop thinking of 'you'?? Haiz... hope this holiday will let me release all my stress... Last two days, i had get a message... huh... this had make me so surprise... the question was " what you actually expecting from me?" after thinking for seconds, i finally reply the mess.... ermm... how did you think of me?? What kind of person am i?? how could you ask this kinda of question?? so many question marks in my brain... i juz wanna share my problems with you... but u give me this kinda of response... tears is juz around my eyes... ok fine.... stop talking about this... you had make me feel so disappointed..
that day i was having a gathering with my friends... but juz four of us come out... but thats fine... caused everybody was so busy.... as for me i am so free... Feel so shame for myself... doing nothing... everybody gt their things to busy... but wad am i doing??? what will my friends think of me??? Thats another question...
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