Addicted

Recently i was addicted to one of the Taiwan movie, 'AUTUMN CONCERTO'...
It is damn nice...
Vannesse is the main actor...
he is so handsome in this movie (not include other movie) haha...
Apart from the love story inside this movie, it had teach me something called strength...
we must had strength in doing something...
When we had decided to do something, we should do it till the end and do not give up...
Even the kids inside this movie can think from the side of their parent...
But we should not tell lies to our beloved... once a lies is tell it is too hard for them to trust us anymore...
ok la... is the time for me to go and watch this kinda addicted movie... but i am so sad that i going to finish it tonight... it is too short for me... i really like it so much...

I should........

I SHOULD do something that is meaningful and not wasting the time doing nothing
I SHOULD pray for myself so that i can be brave
I SHOULD believe in myself that i can do it
I SHOULD stop repeating my mistakes
I SHOULD stop doing the same things
I SHOULD think of my future

To be frank, I am too nervous to face my problem now.... Because i cant predict wad will happen when the time reach.... Huh... this world is full of ridiculous things... i cant even believe in myself so can others???? please give me some strength... I really need it so much...

I need SOMEONE who really care for me...

I need SOMEONE that can give me strength...
I need SOMEONE that can stop me from doing all these stupid things...
I need SOMEONE that i can believe in...
I need SOMEONE to talk too...
I need SOMEONE to put me into the reality....

STOP, STOP, STOP.... Please go away from me....

Please go away from me
I don't want you to be around me anymore
Huh....
'You' had bring so many troubles to me
I am so tired of repeating this kinda of nonsense things..
everyday i was thinking how come i will do these kinda of stupid things???
Why?? Why??
How if i didn't do??
When can I get rid of you??
Did i really need to eat that stupid things to get rid of you??
But i will feel uncomfortable when i eat you....
I am really so tired of 'you'...
I had try so hard... so hard...
But you still there with me...
haiz...
What can I do????
STOP STOP STOP
Today, i had try a new style of writing my blog...
Thanks to candy for giving me such an idea..
From now onwards, i wont be thinking that i am writing an essay...
Does it nice??
Yesterday was my uncle's birthday...
He had treat us with a nice meal...
Happy Birthday to him...
Wish him healthy always...

A touching story.....

Today, i feel so pity towards one of my friend... she tell me her story... after heard that, i was so surprise... how could she accept this kind of things??? but the truth is that things is over... everything is fine... she asked me " is she that kind of person?" my answer is definetely NO... i will trust you... no worry... Another thing is i feel that talking bad about people will bring disadvantages to yourself... But this had proved that It is true... a word 'Jealous' can make everything change... can make one people personality changed and even their friendship... huh... is it worth to do so?? why must we jealous of somebody??? Hope everything will be fine... don't think too much... they will get their punishment soon...

A Lame Question......

Recently, so many things happened around me.... as for me, i still cant change my bad habit... always repeating the same thing.. huh... wad am i actually expecting for myself?? the best of everything?? i really dunoe wad i really want... how can i stop doing the same things?? i am wasting a lot of time here... if this problem persist, i might be facing the same thing as last 9 months... the same things will happen and ruin my everything... Everything change because of 'you'... how can i get rid of 'you'??? 'You' had make me feel so guilty in doing everything.... how can i stop thinking of 'you'?? Haiz... hope this holiday will let me release all my stress... Last two days, i had get a message... huh... this had make me so surprise... the question was " what you actually expecting from me?" after thinking for seconds, i finally reply the mess.... ermm... how did you think of me?? What kind of person am i?? how could you ask this kinda of question?? so many question marks in my brain... i juz wanna share my problems with you... but u give me this kinda of response... tears is juz around my eyes... ok fine.... stop talking about this... you had make me feel so disappointed..
that day i was having a gathering with my friends... but juz four of us come out... but thats fine... caused everybody was so busy.... as for me i am so free... Feel so shame for myself... doing nothing... everybody gt their things to busy... but wad am i doing??? what will my friends think of me??? Thats another question...

Only Love

Two a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the cross roads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
This is meant to be you're asking me
But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play me part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arm as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand mines apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough if we learn to trust
But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play me part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do



I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our goodbye
But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play me part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
That's something only love can do



A nice song... Introduced by my cousin... Hope all of u will like it... I myself like it so much...

Damn Hot....

This few days, the weather outside is damn damn hot... huh... hot until it is going to burn people... I am so boring here... nothing i can do except watching movie and on9... In two more weeks i will be going korea for trip... Hoping for this day to come- 25th of april.... i am always thinking that can i do that?? can i do that??? but i am not sure for the answer... i should not wasting time at here... i should do something... i realize that i am not good in writing blog....don't know how to start and dunoe how to end it... should learn from my friends... haiz... y everybody got things to do but i don't have?? this is my own choice... can't blame on other people... Now just hoping for the times to pass.. but other people would like the time to slow down... huh... wad a stupid things??? the reality is i am nothing... i am so useless.... i think i gonna loss everything... everything....... Now alrdy 6.30pm but the sun is still so hot... everything change.... weather changed.... my friend changed... i myself changed.... change to good or bad?? i don't know.....

Aino, Vivaz then Satio.....

Gosh... who can imagine that within two months i had used three different kind of hp... haha... i am so clever.... But among these three hp i like aino the most... Y?? i also dunoe how to explain... lazy... ermm.... hopefully this satio will last longer for me.... Finally i had finish transfer all my data to this hp... it was so tiring... so an advise to you all... everything can lost but not handphone... haha...

Stop repeating the same things..........

So long didnt update my blog le... ermm... recently, it was quite stress for me... i always repeat to do the same things... omg... y will i do that?? i thought i was fully recover... but... who noes?? who can help me??? I don't want to be so stress.... always doing the nonsense... I should always say No... But i can't... Hopefully i can be brave to overcome this... God u should help me in this.... Last Saturday was my best friend burfday... But i cant celebrate with her... she didn't come back.... Hopefully this week she will be back... Happy Belated Birthday to her........ and i am so sorry...

Finally i had bought a new one...

At last, after considering for weeks, i had bought a new hp... But it seem to be so strange to me... everything inside is so empty... i dunoe how to make it full again... last time, when i bought a new hp, i will transfer everything ( photos, songs, contact list and everything that brings memories to me... But now... Nothing i can move... photos that i had transfers since years ago now is gone... Even now when my friends message me, i dunoe who is them... I am so sorry my friends... thats not i want... every time i wanna ask " may i know who u r" it seem to be so hard to ask... everytime need to explain... haiz... after blur in choosing between satio n vivaz... at last i bought vivaz... hope i wont regret... i don't think that i can change hp so fast.... in two months time i had used two kind of handphone... so geng... haha... god muz bless me not to lost it again...