First in ~ 2012

The first post in 2012
Yeah~ it's too fast
It's really fast
It's so hard to imagine
Cny had just past in a blink of eyes
This year cny celebration is a bit different for me and my family
Because we had move back to segamat...
Yeah~
It's really nice
Can gather with family members n friends
Really had a great time
Dear friends, we need to wait for another year to meet again..
Let's gambateh in this new year..
Will miss you all o

'YOU' mess up my life

It already more than two months I didnt update my blog
How are everyone out there??
It seem like I already disconnected from the world outside
So long didn't update myself
Haiz
It's because of 'you'
'You' really ruin my life
I hate 'you'
Howcome I can't get rid off you??
What 'you' actually are??
How come it is so hard for me to take you out of my life
Really feel so upset of this
What I had actually done this two months??
Nothing nothing and nothing
I am trying so hard to make you out of my life
But I really can't
Who can really help me??
God... Can you send a people to help me??
If no.. I think i will get mad soon
Haiz...
Please please..
Help me to get rid of 'YOU'
I hate 'YOU'

Jeff Chang I SAW Concert

过 火 by Jeff Chang 张信哲

是否对你承诺了太多
还是我原本给的就不够
你始终有千万种理由
我一直都跟随你的感受
让你疯 让你去放纵
以为你 有天会感动
关於流言 我装作无动於衷

直到所有的梦已破碎
才看见你的眼泪和后悔
我是多想再给你机会
多想问你究竟爱谁
既然爱 难分是非
就别逃避 勇敢面对
给了他的心
你是否能够要得回

怎麽忍心怪你犯了错
是我给你自由过了火
让你更寂寞
才会陷入感情漩涡
怎麽忍心让你受折磨
是我给你自由过了火
如果你想飞 伤痛我背

是否对你承诺了太多
还是我原本给的就不够
你始终有千万种理由
我一直都跟随你的感受
让你疯 让你去放纵
以为你 有天会感动
关於流言 我装作无动於衷

直到所有的梦已破碎
才看见你的眼泪和后悔
我是多想再给你机会
多想问你究竟爱谁
既然爱 难分是非
就别逃避 勇敢面对
给了他的心
你是否能够要得回

怎麽忍心怪你犯了错
是我给你自由过了火
让你更寂寞
才会陷入感情漩涡
怎麽忍心让你受折磨
是我给你自由过了火
如果你想飞 伤痛我背

怎麽忍心怪你犯了错
是我给你自由过了火
让你更寂寞
才会陷入感情漩涡
怎麽忍心让你受折磨
是我给你自由过了火
如果你想飞 伤痛我背

A super nice song with a meaningful lyrics
Jeff Chang, a 100% love song singer
Nice voice

It is all about yesterday
23rd of September
My grandma birthday and also one of my friend big day too
So my grandma and me went to Jeff Chang concert
We had a nice seat
Can see clearly
Enjoying his voice
Really awesome

Rewinding back....

Miss it... miss it

Miss my secondary life

My seconday friends

Hope you all are doing great out there

I am so glad to have you all as my friends

Thanks GOD for giving you all to me

Hehe

Really miss you all so much

Just had a long chat with my dear

Yvonne Glory

She will be going to study very very soon

Haiz

So sad la

Sure cant meet her for a long time dy

She will be going to Ipoh to study

And how about me??

Still can't find the way for myself

Ermm... Amber is coming back next week

Hope so I can meet her

I wanna go holiday with them

But really so hard to fix everybody time

Haha

A big family is difficult to gather

Lolzzz

MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH

Tired

I am so tired of doing all this things

Tired of repeating it again and again

Haizzzz

God, please help me to overcome it

Ability

Everyone has their own ability

What is yours??

and

What is mine??

I am still finding answer for this question

According to you:

I should walk out from the past and explore a new life that is suitable for me

What is a life that is suitable for me??

How and when I will find out a new life that is enable me to stay in

Oh GOD, I am tired of thinking

Oh GOD, I am tired of trying

Oh GOD, I am tired of waiting of course

Haizzz

What can I do now??

I had lost my way from long long ago

When can I back to normal again??

Back to a normal me.....

I am waiting a reply from you

GOD

Praying for my family and of course for myself too

Pray hardly everyday, every minutes and every seconds

Please help me to overcome all my difficulties

Pray for a better tomorrow

A smiley for everyone out there

^.^

Useless

Useless in chinese means 没有用

How often did you guys used to hear this word??

For me, this word is so common

U.S.E.L.E.S.S

A word to describe me

Haiz...

Sick

(Cough, headache, sorethroat, and flu)