Disapointed......

Haiz... This 27th of June Nicholas coming to Malaysia... Having his sign concert... But so disapointed to say that i had miss it... Haha... But never mind..He will come again tis coming july... hope i can go tat time... On this day Taiwan will also have a prize giving ceremony which is Golden Melody Award... Luckily i can watch it... But so sad to say tat Leehom diden attend this ceremony... So i cant saw him lo... Haha... Jay get three awards o... So geng.... Haha... Vivien sure will be very proud of her idol... Haha... Ermm.... But leehom diden get any award o... Haiz... This is another thing i disapointed of... Y will like tat de??? It is imposibble... Haha... Juz kidding la... But leehom will be forever in my heart... Hehe... Hope Leehom will get many prize next year o...

A boring lifestyleeeeee..................

Ermm... How to begin leh?? Haiz... What a boring lifestyle i am having nowadays.... Ok let me talk about my daily routine... Let all of you know how boring my lifestyle is... Today i slept until 2.30 in the afternoon o... I know many of you is studying and having your class now but i like a useless guy still lying on the bed... Really hate myself... Continue my story... After that i went out for lunch... actually is two meals ate together... Breakfast n lunch... Can save money o... But it is not good at all.. Then i came back my house n do some housework.... Not tat tired as wad u all think... After that watched drama and bout 6oclock an unimagine things happened... Can u all guess wad is it... I went in my room and sleep again... Walao... Really like a pig... Dunoe y feel so tired.... Haiz... what can i do?????? A big question mark in my brain.... Actually i not so like to sleep... But dunoe wad i can do.... Watch drama until half then feel so sleepy.... Haiz... I slept until 8oclock then went out for my dinner... My work is juz sleep n eat... How you all can imagine it??? Really such a useless guy...... See my hp but no ppl sms me... Wanna sms my friends but scared will disturb them... Such a lame excuse... Haiz..... God please help me.... I wanna escape from this kind of lifestyle.... Now really have the heart wanna go study.... Tey Shu Teck juz wait for another 24 days... But what i worried is i will back to the normal.... I need to be more independent... But can i do it??? I need to learn to survive in new environment.... Our earth is turning every second so I need to accept the changes that happen around me... Not to stay there and hope for nothing to change... I tink i am the last ppl who still diden study... So shame for that..... Mei Yee did u feel shame towards me?? Really very sad towards myself..... Who can make me change??? I think nobody... Eventhough my best friend had give me so many of advices but i still didnt change... Haiz.... Hope everything will be fine after that... Hope miracles will happen on me.... Gambateh for myself....

Boring... Boring... Boring...

What a boring day i am having now... Today i follow my mum to malacca... Not to shop and also not coming here to play... Is juz followed my mum to workshop here... What's the matter... Haha... I have no choice... So i need to follow... What i can do now is juz on9... Luckily my friend got on9 then i can chat with her... Less down my bored feeling... Suddendly i got the heart wanna view my friend's blog... From her blog i can c that she feel very sad towards her life... Don't do so... You muz always be happy... I will always support you... Dun worry... Ermm... From there i think sometime i am quite bad... I should tink more from the side of you... So i would like to say sorry... I noe ur friends come from very far n u nid to take care of them... This is nothing to jealous of... So sorry my friend.. Let u get in trouble... My attitude is not good... I am not good enough in suiting into new environment... Gambateh my friend and our friendship will be forever and ever.....

The First Piece of my Blog

Dunnoe y i will suddenly have the mood and wanna write about my journey of life in this place... Hi there and also hello to myself for the first time of writing a blog... Ermm... Yesterday i went to my friend's house and stay at her house... She is having her open house party.. She invited many friends from her college... I cant even talk and have a topic with them... I dun wan have such a feeling but i really dunoe y everytime i cannot mix well in a new environment... When talk about tat i am so angry bout myself for the first time i studying in taylor college for SAM program...
Anywhere i had end up with giving up and cum bec to my own house... This matter had abort me for almost one months... I really very stress when think of study.. I tink this is bcoz i had over read and i am not satisfied with my past SPM result... I am so disapointed towards myself... Haiz... Juz a word tat can use to describe me 'STUPID'..... When tink back i really very disapointed for joinning taylor...( a big and very stress college)... Maybe tis kind of lifestye is not suitable for me... Anywhere tis cumin july i am going bec there to continue my study in business... Hope tat i wont regret anymore... Really hope it wont happen again.. It will bcum the history in my life... I should hear my friend advice and join her in mmu... As wad can c now she is having an enjoyable life in her coll life... She have so many friends... I am so jealous... Hope u wont forget me... Really... When i c u got so much word to talk with ur friends i suddenly have a very odd feeling... Really miss the time we together during our secondary life... Without so many of worries... But it had bcum the past... As one of my friend say we should not look backward and should look forward... The backward story had bcum the history in our life and we cant go back to it anymore... Tey Shu Teck u should remember it... Dun give up... I will do the best... But i scare i will do the same things again.. I am so sorry to my parents.. Really very very sorry to them.. I had bring so many trouble to them.... Mum and dad i wont let u all disapointed again... Ok la is the time for me to stop thinking all those not good the memories... Hope i really can forget it..... Rub it off.... Goodnight.....