I should........

I SHOULD do something that is meaningful and not wasting the time doing nothing
I SHOULD pray for myself so that i can be brave
I SHOULD believe in myself that i can do it
I SHOULD stop repeating my mistakes
I SHOULD stop doing the same things
I SHOULD think of my future

To be frank, I am too nervous to face my problem now.... Because i cant predict wad will happen when the time reach.... Huh... this world is full of ridiculous things... i cant even believe in myself so can others???? please give me some strength... I really need it so much...

I need SOMEONE who really care for me...

I need SOMEONE that can give me strength...
I need SOMEONE that can stop me from doing all these stupid things...
I need SOMEONE that i can believe in...
I need SOMEONE to talk too...
I need SOMEONE to put me into the reality....