'YOU' mess up my life

It already more than two months I didnt update my blog
How are everyone out there??
It seem like I already disconnected from the world outside
So long didn't update myself
Haiz
It's because of 'you'
'You' really ruin my life
I hate 'you'
Howcome I can't get rid off you??
What 'you' actually are??
How come it is so hard for me to take you out of my life
Really feel so upset of this
What I had actually done this two months??
Nothing nothing and nothing
I am trying so hard to make you out of my life
But I really can't
Who can really help me??
God... Can you send a people to help me??
If no.. I think i will get mad soon
Haiz...
Please please..
Help me to get rid of 'YOU'
I hate 'YOU'