Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I am a LOOSER.... I am totally DEAD....

What happen to me????
I am totally DEAD....

Once again I had became a looser
Once again I had make my parents disappointed
Once again I had left my friend alone
Once again my tears rolling down

I am totally a useless person
What was actually happened to me???
It's doesn't work even I had pray to the God
It's doesn't work even I had tried thousand of methods
Thanks to my cousin for accompanying me on the very first day at there
But ends up I am not able to withstand the pressure i giving to myself
I choose to come back to my lovely house

Even my mum say wanna accompany me at there everyday
I know it's too tiring
But I promise to get used to there as soon as possible
But....
It still didn't work
I had tried
Really...
Trying so hard

I am totally DEAD
What actually I wishing to have???
What actually I want???

Thanks to my parents
Sorry to my parents too
letting you all to worry me
I really appreciate your hard work
I wont blame on you all
This was the path i choosing
Who can I blame with???
I had been wasting so many times
Why I am not a normal people to have a normal lifestyle???
Why I am not normal enough???

So.........................
This was the road I choose
A DEAD road
No other path on it

Just a word to describe myself
USELESS
I am totally a useless people
Nothing will be successful






2 comments:

  1. dun give up.. maybe there is another road need you to drive through... I'm not blame you... jia you!!! i know you try your best dy..

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  2. There's no such thing as dead end.. cause there's a word call "u-turn".
    There's no such thing as useless person..cause there's a word call "Keep trying"
    There's no such thing as nothing gonna be successful..cause there's a word that makes u say "Unbelievable!"
    What I try to say is... don't give up. You fall, but get up and try again. cause you're just someone who can be success.. You CAN!

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