Sad, Disappointed, Touch & Blur

It's heavily rain outside.... I feel so sad and disappointed... Actually is wad kind of feeling also got... Last two days, i had a nice chat with my high school friends.. They help me to recalled back our secondary memories... Thanks to them... Hope so i can turn back to that time... but the truth is time will never turn back... so we had to look forward... Another matter is, i am so blur in choosing wad handphone to buy... Satio- as wad my cousin say is outdated dy... Haha... so now i m considering vivaz or X10... But X10 is too expensive... 2500++... so maybe i will buy vivaz... Quite nice... Disappointed- this cumin saturday is my best fried birthday... she juz told me that she wont be back on that day... but i can guess so in the early part... Her parents is not at home... so sad... actually we wanna gather and celebrate with her... as last year she is unable to cum back n celebrate with us... ermm... her hard work in planning others friends birthday and mine should be return... but she had no time... what to do?? But i wish she can come back celebrate with us.... A forward birthday wishes for her... Happy Birthday, Mei Yee..... hope our friendship will last forever... and if you got any problems you can find me.. but every time i ask you, you will say nothing... I am quite disappointed with that answer... so i not dare to ask you again...