The First Piece of my Blog

Dunnoe y i will suddenly have the mood and wanna write about my journey of life in this place... Hi there and also hello to myself for the first time of writing a blog... Ermm... Yesterday i went to my friend's house and stay at her house... She is having her open house party.. She invited many friends from her college... I cant even talk and have a topic with them... I dun wan have such a feeling but i really dunoe y everytime i cannot mix well in a new environment... When talk about tat i am so angry bout myself for the first time i studying in taylor college for SAM program...
Anywhere i had end up with giving up and cum bec to my own house... This matter had abort me for almost one months... I really very stress when think of study.. I tink this is bcoz i had over read and i am not satisfied with my past SPM result... I am so disapointed towards myself... Haiz... Juz a word tat can use to describe me 'STUPID'..... When tink back i really very disapointed for joinning taylor...( a big and very stress college)... Maybe tis kind of lifestye is not suitable for me... Anywhere tis cumin july i am going bec there to continue my study in business... Hope tat i wont regret anymore... Really hope it wont happen again.. It will bcum the history in my life... I should hear my friend advice and join her in mmu... As wad can c now she is having an enjoyable life in her coll life... She have so many friends... I am so jealous... Hope u wont forget me... Really... When i c u got so much word to talk with ur friends i suddenly have a very odd feeling... Really miss the time we together during our secondary life... Without so many of worries... But it had bcum the past... As one of my friend say we should not look backward and should look forward... The backward story had bcum the history in our life and we cant go back to it anymore... Tey Shu Teck u should remember it... Dun give up... I will do the best... But i scare i will do the same things again.. I am so sorry to my parents.. Really very very sorry to them.. I had bring so many trouble to them.... Mum and dad i wont let u all disapointed again... Ok la is the time for me to stop thinking all those not good the memories... Hope i really can forget it..... Rub it off.... Goodnight.....