Rewinding back....

Miss it... miss it

Miss my secondary life

My seconday friends

Hope you all are doing great out there

I am so glad to have you all as my friends

Thanks GOD for giving you all to me

Hehe

Really miss you all so much

Just had a long chat with my dear

Yvonne Glory

She will be going to study very very soon

Haiz

So sad la

Sure cant meet her for a long time dy

She will be going to Ipoh to study

And how about me??

Still can't find the way for myself

Ermm... Amber is coming back next week

Hope so I can meet her

I wanna go holiday with them

But really so hard to fix everybody time

Haha

A big family is difficult to gather

Lolzzz

MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH

Tired

I am so tired of doing all this things

Tired of repeating it again and again

Haizzzz

God, please help me to overcome it

Ability

Everyone has their own ability

What is yours??

and

What is mine??

I am still finding answer for this question

According to you:

I should walk out from the past and explore a new life that is suitable for me

What is a life that is suitable for me??

How and when I will find out a new life that is enable me to stay in

Oh GOD, I am tired of thinking

Oh GOD, I am tired of trying

Oh GOD, I am tired of waiting of course

Haizzz

What can I do now??

I had lost my way from long long ago

When can I back to normal again??

Back to a normal me.....

I am waiting a reply from you

GOD

Praying for my family and of course for myself too

Pray hardly everyday, every minutes and every seconds

Please help me to overcome all my difficulties

Pray for a better tomorrow

A smiley for everyone out there

^.^

Useless

Useless in chinese means 没有用

How often did you guys used to hear this word??

For me, this word is so common

U.S.E.L.E.S.S

A word to describe me

Haiz...

Sick

(Cough, headache, sorethroat, and flu)

Hate to be myself

I am sorry...

I am so so sorry..

My dear bloggie, my dear cousin and my dear friends

Once again I failed

It is a common things I do right??

I hate myself so much

What the hell I am doing??

I am so sorry my dear cousin

Really sorry..

Left you alone at there

Oh God..

I am so bad right..

I can't think of any reason to forgive myself

So sorry to my parents too

I know you all will be very sad

But that's me

I can't be a daughter that you all wish to have

Sincerely wish that next time you all will have a better daughter

So sorry...

That's all I can say

I really hate myself...

If I die, you all not need to feel sad of this

Cause I am the one that couldn't be treated anymore

So so sorry...

I am not healthy enough mentally

What the hell reason I am given to myself????

Haizzzzzzz.....

S.O.R.R.Y

for hurting everyone out there

Life without family

I had started my new life

A life without family

I had been third week my class started

Now, we studying Malaysian Studies

A damn boring class

Huh

But but but

This coming Wednesday I will be going back my home sweet home again

Hooray

Actually, I am studying A-Level at Taylor's Subang College

Haiz

Back to back, there again

Hopefully this time I can graduate from this course

Can't waste my parents money

Yes... I can do it

It is a kind of boring life at here

Without parents and my lovely little puppy

Ermm... But I must learn to adapt to this

Gambateh and good luck to me...

What to do now??

Is so boring...

Going Sunway??

Haha

Maybe...

My Astro Awards 2011~ An unforgettable night of 26th March

It's unbelievable... unbelievable...

Actually we got no tickets to enter for this show

But it's really unbelievable ...

With the help from my daddy friends we got tickets

Yeah~ (need to thanks them)

And the seat is not bad o

Is the second row

The row after all those VIPs

Hehe

Oh God.. You treat us so good...

Love you so much

And and and

Something really make me feel like I am dreaming

Fahrenheit staying at the same floor with me

I shake hand with wuzun

wth.. he is so handsome

I saw my idol too

Staying at the same hotel with us

16th floor of Maxim Genting

We ran towards that floor

He feel so curious how come we can access to that floor

Haha

Is because my cousin staying at that floor

It's really unbelievable right??

I staying at 10th floor, then Fahrenheit staying same floor with me

My cousins staying at 16th floor, then Leehom staying same floor with them

Oh God

You make me feel like I am lieing to others

But all these is truth

Leehom is so handsome

I saw him from a quite near angle

I nearly fainted dy

But I am so sad that I din get to shake hands with him

Haizzzz

He is so friendly

He talked to us

Say goodnight to us

Wth

Our lucks is so good o

Everybody out there please don't jealous

Haha

Until now i still feel like i am dreaming

Some of his fans is so bad

Push him and he nearly fell down

Oh gosh... Pity him

Please don't do that to our idol

Please.. Later he will feel scare to Malaysia fans o

Leehom is the winner of the night with 6 awards

HE IS THE HERO

Let's congratulates him on his winnings

LEEHOM ROCKS

Will love and support you forever

Other than that, we saw many other artists too

Just like Della, Jolin, AK, Alien, and many more

We really had a great Saturday night

Yeah~

But great things wont last long

So we should keep it tightly in our heart

Good luck and gambateh to Leehom and me

You are a great singer and producer

You are the hero

Yeah~

LOVE YOU FOREVER