That's too boring......

Everyday repeating the same things.... It's really very boring... Y everybody seem to be so busy... They got exam, works, and assignments to do... Y i didn't have?? The reason is i make myself to have tis kind of feeling... At home think wanna go n study... But I not dare to think of it again... I will make myself to dissapointed again So wad can I do??? Everyday repeating the same routine... Going to crazy soon....

That's true....

In our life, there is up and down as wad you say.... Our journey of life is so tough... Everybody need to pass through... But why i not dare to move through it??? i juz stop at this moment.... doing nth.... What should i do??? Ask for opinion?? But thats not work... As wad u say everyone of us need to move through it.... If not that is not call life..... LIFE... is so miserable... As i wish i can be brave as you.... although u say u not tat strong... But i juz need a little bit from you.... That is more than enough.......

What should I do?????

Yesterday, suddenly feel that so lonely.... feel wanna message you but i know you still angry me... every message between us is so short... we lost our conversations.... What should i do??? Finally i found somebody to talk to... Tats my lovely friend too.... Thanks guys to let me sleep.... [5.30am]Finally i discovered the place you wrote all your words from your deep heart.... Ermm.... I am so sorry..... From there i know you wont believe me anymore, our friendship.... Sad..... But tats the effect from making lies on you..... Make you feel sad and disappointed for not only one times....I should get this....

SORRY my friend.......

Once again i make you feel disappointed... Make you drop your tears... I shouldn't do that.... But i had done it without thinking twice... Friendship is so important... i had make another mistake... Since graduate from my secondary and after taking my result, i had change a lot... none of the things i can do it successfully... Even a small matter like choosing course, college n many more i cant even manage to handle it... So it is true that i am a useless person... Friend, i had mess up your life... from the deep of my heart, it is true tat i wanna go there n study.... Stay with you, enjoy our meal together... Even my family members also say tat i wont go to study without you... Is it true??? But on tat day, the last day of january everything change... my mind suddenly blank.... Wad should i do??? All because the word STRESS and BRAVE... Because of these two words i had made my two friends sad.... So sorry my friends.... I had lost my friendship... i know you wont believe me anymore..... I know until now you still angry... even you say no but there is a distance between us dy... So wad should i do??? Miss the time we together in secondary..... But time will past... I should turn to more mature, brave.... After 6 months without any blog, today i choose to wrote something especially to my best friend ever, Mei Yee.... I am so sorry... Sincerely apalogize from me... I know a word sorry wont cure our friendship..... But i really want to say it.... I am so SORRY.... SORRY my friend..... You will always be my best friend...... Although u don't think so.....

Welcome to this new World....

Yesterday my hamster juz give birth to one baby hamster... A baby hamster is born to this world... welcome to this world... But it is so surprise that it juz give birth to one baby hamster... But one is more than enough la... Because my anothe hamster juz gave birth to five baby hamster last saturday... Haha... Congratulation to me o... Become mummy dy... Haha... My house will full of hamster soon... I need a bigger cage for them... The baby hamster is so cute... red in colour with no fur... Haha... They are so clever even they are small in size... the mummy hamster noe how to take care of their baby... Feed them and protect them... Proud of them... Haha.... Next year i will be celebrating my baby hamster anniversary at 1st and 10th of Aug o... Haha... Hope they will grow healthy ever after....

Enjoyable Moment.......

Last friday, I had skip my econ class... So clever hor... Juz study nt even one month alrdy skip class... Haha... No la... Tis is because i need to go Genting... So happy o... with my family and cousins o.. But the weekends seem to past so fast.. Haiz... So sad la... So fast need to come kl leh.. But i really enjoy every weekend with my lovely parents o.. I went to watch movie o... G.I Joe.. The Rise of Cobra.. Anyone noe tat?? Very nice o... Can try to go n c... I watch at genting de cinema.. It is so cool inside... Like freezing.... I had buy many things... So happy... On saturday we going to Pavilion too... Haha... Such a wonderful activities... After tat i went back to my lovely home... miss my home so much... My hamsters, my puppies... and everything in my home... But tis weekend seem to past so fast... Today alrdy tues... friday is near... So happy... Can go bec my hometown... But it is tiring o... from kl back to bahau and bahau to kl... every week... will sick soon... Sunday i help my mum to tidy up her study room... So tiring... And then went to a party... Haiz... sunday night is the day i want it to pass slowly...But the time wont stop because of me... Never mind la... My life here is still ok... I had many new friends... they are so playful... And like to joke too... So not bad la...We go for lunch together, do assignments and go library... haha... So lucky to have them as friend... College life... Very hard... Many assignment... Every subject oso gt assignments... walao... Harder that secondary school... Gambateh to myself and everyone...

My College Life...

This week alrdy the third week i at kl... Alrdy start my college life... Izzit fun??
Erm... Still ok lo... Got so many assignments to do... Haiz... What the shit... I had knew many friends... My coursemates come from all over the country... They are from Korea, Indonesia, China and many more... But every weekend i will go back my hometown... so fun... But quite tiring... Haiz... But i hate friday... Haiz... This is because i finish my class at 4pm... Other class finish at 1pm.. What la... I need to go back my hometown la... But i cant do anything... Haiz...
College life is not easy... Got many works need to do... Especially assignment... Juz the first week all the lecturer alrdy inform us about the assignment...So scary man... I get darker nowadays dy... coz everyday need to walk from hostel to campus and campus back hostel... Friday is coming soon o... So happy... haha... can go back le... There are so many facilities around my campus n hostel... So it is very easy to get everything... I alrdy many weeks diden meet my friends le... Haiz... so miss them o... Szuat hui birthday is coming soon o... But i am so sorry... I cant celebrate with you... and i heard that you diden come bec... and amber is going to kl to celebrate with u rite?? so good... But last wed candy and i went sunway to meet charlotte... She still diden change... Haha... So childish... We shop at there and eat our dinner... So fun... quite long diden meet her le... Today i nearly loss my handphone... I left in the auditorium and forget to take... But lucliky i can find it... Thanks god... Haiz... So sad to say that something happen to my family members... My aunt and also cousin... But juz hope that they will recover soon... everything will be alright after that... Gambateh to everyone of us... Fight for it.....